Day 08 – A moment

This is a moment of anger. I'm so pissed off right now so I don't know what to do or how to make myself calm down! I don't know whether I should cry or laugh or do something about it.

I got upset when I had a look at my bank account, and the fact that I now have to keep transferring money from my savings account to my card, since Kela/Fpa still haven't decided if they are going to give me some money support for my living and studying. I may sound a little spoiled now, but hell, I'm used to having a good amount of money on my account each month! I'm used to working and earnig money, and now I'm supposed to get used to living like a poor student and I hate it!

I really hope the day never comes, when I have to ask my parents for money, but if that day comes anyway I've reached my lowest point in life so far. So please, just say a little prayer for me, that I will get the money next week or at the latest the week after. I've sent them all the papers they need (at least I think so), so I don't know why it's taking them so long to decide.